pic-cha! =)

honestly, i think my blog might be a cat in its previous life or something like that. i just gave it a thought today that my blog has been dead so many times that i'm quite amazed that it is still sustaining its "4th life" right now. i think i even lost count of how many times my blog has been dead.

hallelujah! the science subjects are finally over at the moment. however, i sppose the nightmare has just begun. SEJARAH. a definitely failure subject. okay, probably i should be more optimistic about it. i'm tired of thinking of anymore affirmations to cheer myself up. forget it. surprisingly, i think my optimistic-ism level is now increasing as the days go by. yeah, a new-found hypothesis: when time increases, my optimistic-ism level increases. boohoo! too much science stuck in my brain. time to travel into the time machine and go back to primitive life. heree we go, oo-oo-aa-aa! after all, we are primates. science again. pfft. god save me!

anyway, here are some of the pictures from the previous post. josephine finally uploaded them. they were edited by her, by the way. hopefully it gives you a clearer picture of my previous post.

that was my duty pose. not bad eh?

the various counters there. 2nd: blood pressure check, 3rd: blood sugar level check, 4th: chinese herbs and acupuncture, 5th: organ donation, 6th: will writing. i actually thought of going to counter 5 and 6. lol.

our duties under registration. collect dust, to fill up the place and most importantly, to camwhore. left to right: iris, me, stephanie.

did i mention that Puchong MP, Mr Gobind Singh Deo attended the function? yeah, there he was giving his political talk. in a weird way, i find it interesting. i'm starting to catch up with some political news after the long break since pilihanraya. MCA drama... oooo!

its either we were lifeless or we really are that bored. probably camwhoring is like part of our nature. undeniable!

our very much failed attempt of lala pose. and jaishree says i'm a lala. pfft. left to right: stephanie, josephine and me.

blood donor imposters: stephanie wong and lilian saw! lol. we borrowed josephine's form to camwhore. =)

it was finally our beloved friend, josephine's turn. we had to wait for the cows to come home. *sighs*

the blood test thingi i mentioned in my previous post. get what i mean?

do they look like maternity beds? uncle benjamin's philosophy.

too proud of my photography skills. i captured a priceless expression on josephine's face. lol.

what a BLOOD-y day!

what a BLOOD-y day it was today! pls do not mistaken me. i don't mean it as in a vulgar word. i was actually dealing with blood as in the red liquid flowing through the bodies of humans and animals, as the oxford dictionary of english would say. no, i'm not that hard-working until i would ransack my whole house for a dictionary just to define a word in my blog. it just so happened that my dictionary was in front of me and it was convinient.

anyway, back to that BLOOD-y topic. church organised a blood donation campaign. went to help as usual. don't question about studying. i don't even want to get close to that heart-aching topic. spent like half a day or more there. you might be wondering what i did there.

okay, so here's what i did. i sat, stared, starting chatting and never stopped. i was put under registration. now, pls don't get me wrong. i wasn't neglecting my job. it was just too bored to be true. i feel that i was there to just collect dust and fill in the space to make the place look not-so-empty. you can say i'm sort of upset. but nah, it was nobody's fault. probably just a little managing skills problem at the managing department. i mean come on, why need like 10 people for registration when you only need four people to keep track of the forms (as if it wasn't too many people) and 1 person to do some running for the coordination of the event. in fact, i think 3 person would be just nice. why waste human resources?

anyway, that was not the BLOOD-y topic actually. the donation was held on the 1st floor. being a jakun, i went to see the set-up of the place and ya-de ya-de ya-de. it seems that the bed they used are the same kind of bed used in the maternity department during birth. however, until now i can't imagine that. pictures will be uploaded later because the pictures are in josephine's phone. wait till you see it! then, they had the normal check-ups before donating blood. the 1st station was checking pressure and weight. the 2nd station was blood test. i actually find it very cool how they determine your blood type. this was how it was done:
1. they apply some alcohol swab on your finger.
2.they prick your finger.
3. they use a droplet to suck up your blood.
4. they place to drop of your blood on a piece of white colour sheet with grids, one drop on one box.
5. they put some yellow chemical on one of the box and some blue chemical on the other.
6. they mix the chemical and the blood together.
7. it seems if your blood is soluble in the blue chemical, your blood is A type. if your blood is soluble in the yellow chemical, your blood is B type. if your blood is soluble in both the chemical, your blood is AB type. if your blood is not soluble in both, your blood is O type.

pretty interesting huh? however, this isaac was blabbering about his biological facts about blood type to the lab assistant that she wrote the wrong blood type for one of the patient. see, how dangerous can being smart be? lol. don't get me wrong. i'm not mocking smart people.

seeing my friends donating blood made me feel excited for some certain unknown reason. i felt that i wanted to donate too but i was underage to donate blood. two more years. *sighs* however, i wanted to pledge my organs in the organ donation counter. so i called my dad and he said i was too young, maybe later. later i suppose. *sighs* wait again. anyway, it was a nice experience seeing so much blood without passing out today. lol. okie, till the pictures are uploaded, cheers! =)

another one of those days

yet another day of lazy-ism. the attempt clearly failed yesterday. spent hours on the computer like i shouldn't AGAIN. the online habit is now back. my fingers are twitching and itching again. oh god! how can i even concentrate on studying now? some help here? *sighs*

probably my affirmation yesterday didn't work as well as i planned. it clearly was a disaster. or else i wouldn't be stuck to this ever so interesting rectangle screen again and my fingers wouldn't be moving along these square little buttons on the keyboard connected to this rectangle screen. when will i ever learn my lesson, i wonder.

i haven't learnt my lesson eventhough yes, i've failed my exams. eventhough it was just a july monthly test, as everyone says, the scar forever remains in my heart and my memory. however, that didn't change much of my attitude towards studies and teach me a valuable lesson, did it? i suppose my only hope left is myself. i should probably google how to make studies interesting and spend like another few hours reading and digesting it while that few hours can actually cramp some biology facts or probably history into this itsy-bitsy-tinnie-winnie brain of mine.

yes, i do miss my life during those days where i can actually do well in my exam. i think i can equate my current situation to the downfall of a person's career. that A which used to be so easy to grasp is like a million miles away from me now. working hard towards it is one thing but getting it is another thing. probably i'm not working hard enough to get to it with my present situation. the ratio of going online to studying is like 5:1. pretty useless huh?

selling the computer would cause too much pain in me. having it in front of me when i can't even use it causes more pain. self control, strong will-power, strong determination is what i currently need to cure myself. till then, wish me luck in persuing my dreams of doing well in exam which i think i just blew it in the last two papers. *sighs* hopefully you wouldn't see another post until the next month... then, i'm officially sucessful! =)

psyched up for exams?

the attempt to psych myself for physics yesterday was just a failure, unfortunately. *sighs* any effective tips on this? spent like hours over hours online. then watched tv. get what i mean when i say i'm always doing the wrong thing at the wrong time. even i can't figure out what my problem is. but was really restless yesterday. the proof that i actually attempted to psych myself for physics.

the condition of my room. more precise, my bed. even my mum couldn't stand it. don't even ask me how i slept. but yeah, that was what happened to me. i discovered that it was easier to study on the bed than the table. don't ask me why. probably its brighter at my bed rather than my study table. pfft. what an excuse.

the paper was not that tough actually. but when i was doing paper 3, my brain literally jammed and i just stared straight at the paper with a blank mind. its not that the questions are hard. my brain must have overworked (from enjoying too much). therefore, i hope my brain will also be jammed when i receive my results. then i'll just stare at it blankly regardless good or bad. =)

now, i'm enjoying myself to the max before going back to psych for bio, sejarah, blah and blah. i came up with an affirmation, no matter how lazy i am, i can do my exam. hopefully it works. shall practice saying it over and over again in front of the mirror. till then, cheerio! =)

doing the wrong thing at the wrong time

*sighs* updating and managing my blog at the WRONG TIME. its exam season now. suppose to be facing stacks of books instead of facing the computer screen.

yup! this blog has been sort of dead and neglected. but i'm updating it at the wrong time. *sighs* anyway, i've decided to resurrect my blog with a new look. hope it gives it a fresher look. like what is always said, the start of a new beginning. one thing i've learnt, managing a blog is actually not that easy. or maybe that is only for me.

okay, i think its time for me to put on those thick glasses and start turning into a nerd. yeah, someone here is actually wishing to be a nerd. any tips? *sighs* back to the stacks of physics books waiting patiently for me. physics shall be my best friend until tomorrow ends. till then, wish me luck that i'll still be alive by the end of this month when exam ends. boohoo! =(