the fearful moment

Today is yet another lucky day for u! Because i've decided to update my blog. Hahaha!!! I'm sure i can't say that every single time that i update my blog. Anyway, Christmas is not just around the corner, in fact, it is arriving. I looked at the calendar incredulously. Christmas is tomorrow! This brings us another step closer to the end of the year. How time flies! Christmas is suppose to be a joyous time of the year. However, christmas means another thing to us, the PMR candidates. It means that the moment that some of us are waiting for or fear is also around the corner. After months or i should say years of effort studying, obviously, we are keen to know our results. Or maybe just some of us. Surprisingly, i am actually eager to get my results. Its not that I am confident that i can pass with flying colours. Its just the curiosity in me that is making me eager to know my results. Come on, pass or fail, sooner or later, we would still have to face reality. It is actually not my results that i fear. Instead, i fear more for coming year in form 4. It seems torturing to study so many subjects and push yourself so hard to get an A. To make things worse, SPM determines your future. If you fail accomplishing that mission, your future might be doomed. Or maybe not. It depends on individuals. But the tension in the air now while waiting for my results is killing me! Wish me luck! *cross my fingers*