my last words!

yes, the title may seem a bit... erm... sad? i think i am dying soon. many of you may have questioned me why i did not go to school on monday. and i would answer, "I was sick". yes, sick in a way, i'm really sick and also probably sick of doing my leo installation preparation.

lets come to the REALLY REALLY sick part (please think straight. i'm innocent. lol). but yes, i mean really really sick as in health condition. i had high fever and sore throat on friday. then, i started having flu. when my mum wanted to drag me to the clinic, i resisted. probably, i was just scared that i might get my frens and family into trouble for having H1N1. in the end, my mum gave me some pills (i was blur at that time and didn't know what pill they were). tried to take a nap after taking the pills.

god! they wouldn't even just let me rest peacefully at home (its not that i want to die - RIP but i just can't find a better word). the moment i wanted to take my nap, my mobile phone starts screaming. i had to pick up the call and go through all the stress again. please let me free!!!

back to the really really sick part. later, i started coughing. i bet any one would start to panic. fever, flu, cough and sore throat. need i say more? when i finally gathered my courage to visit the doctor, i thank god for being proven of NEGATIVE H1N1. however, i'm still coughing badly until now and i have irregular flu. boohoo!

now, lets divert to the sick of leo installation preparation part. why have a committee when you end up doing everything by yourself? thats what i ask myself. btw, i still don't have the answer. i asked pearly how did she handle the stress last year. she said she screams at the person sitting next to her in class. unfortunately, i can't do that coz i'm 100% positive that sheryl will yell at me louder. so, no good! next, i asked justine how she handled her stress. she said she cry. no, that's out of my list too. eventually, i can up with my own solution... SMILE! i'm spreading the news of my smile therapy to everyone. =) apparently, i smile when i'm stressed now.

oh! here comes the best part. people loose weight when they're sick or stressed. unfortunately for me, i think i GAINED weight. oh god! what a failure! boohoo! T.T