heard of the movie "back to the future"? its quite a famous movie about this guy travelling to the future with a time machine which was invented by a mad scientist. sometimes i wonder, how nice would it be if whatever happens in the movies are for real. wouldn't it be so cool to travel in the time machine and go to the future to see what happens and travel back to the past to correct your mistakes? hmmm... it would be interesting, wouldn't it?
at least, i don't have to start jamming my brain thinking about the future over and over again and experience yet another brain jam. then i can see the future and play along with it. nah, i don't want to play God's role. seeing the future might be one thing but in a way, its like playing God's role. so, i'm back to cracking my brain and squeezing brain juices out of my pathetic little brain.
a question i never liked answering and is always trying my best to avoid, "what is your ambition?" the fearful question. boohoo! its not that i don't have anything in mind. pride, perhaps. the fear of embarassment. probably, i'll only answer that question confidently after i've achieved it. i learnt in church that day that being shy is a kind of pride. come to think about it, yeah, its quite true. and knowing that you are humble is also a type of pride. so, okay, from now on, i declare myself as a vain, selfish, spoilt brat. there! no pride in it. lol. you might think what i'm writing here is absurd and i'm not going to blame you. because i think its absurd too. lol.
anyway, back to the future topic, my school had a career exhibition today. yeah, it was quite fun but now it gives me headache. i seriously have no idea what to say about it. those people at their respective exhibition booths are like sales man trying to pull customers and coaxing them by keep blabbering about the advantages of their college or university. seriously, no offense, but i think for a moment there i actually wondered, are these people even con men? lol. then come to think about it, what is there to con pathetic little students like us. my wild imagination i suppose. opps! ah, looking at those flyers (which we took as though it was on sale) makes me sick now. somebody help me! ahhh! and guess what? spm is not even over yet and here i am worrying about college or university. how absurd. boohoo! =(
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