16 October 2009

scanning through my itsy-tinny-winny brain

its like a pre-holiday now. since the second i woke up until now, i couldn't figure out what to do today. yeah, call me crazy. not knowing what to do on a holiday! insanity! i've probably lost my mind. usually, i'm excited for a holiday and have everything i want to do mapped out in my mind. i think i got lost reading the map in my mind today.

wasn't into the studying mood today. okay, let's just be frank, i'm ALWAYS not in the studying mood. today is just another lazy day i suppose. so much for planning to score and strive in exams. the hopes for me are just shattering and flying away into bits and pieces, not meant to be found. ugh.

or rather it is a brain jam day. yeah, i officially created a name for it when my brain is on holiday, wandering off by its own. one of these days clashed with one of my exam days. how unfortunate. if i've not mistaken, it was physics on that day. yup, physics. just stared at the paper for like half an hour with nothing running through my brain. i assume my brain is on strike during these brain jam day. i should probably treat it better and not torture it to ensure its well being. actually, don't blame me for it. blame school. i wouldn't have tortured it and tormented it if it wasn't for exams. however, today, i have no idea why it is on strike again. *sighs* i think my brain just hates to be part of me.

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