another one of those days!

*sigh* i suppose even the title doesn't sound like its good news. unfortunately, yes, it has been a terribly bad day today. this was what i actually told my dad today:



me: pa, i don't think i ever want to become a boss of my own.

my dad: you so young already give up ar? now in school only wor.

me: yalar, in school also so stressed already.

my dad: *ignores me* (sad right?)



yeah, i was just STRESSED TO THE MAX today! INSTALLATION!!! thats the only word that pops into my mind now. god! seriously, what is the point of having an organising committee when you end up doing everything by yourself? probably i expected too much from everyone. too bad! even my piano teacher says that i always expect a lot. don't know it is good or bad.



now, i'm always in a dilemma. LEO or HOMEWORK ? that's the question that pops into my mind frequently for these few days. i have to sacrifice either one. probably there's just one word to it. BUSY!!! i may not seem busy but some how or rather i'm starting to wish for HOLIDAY! how inappropriate for a student to say that (as my mum would always say). boohoo!



okay, probably i'm so stressed until i don't even know what am i actually blogging about.

just being the me!

now, i shall start my post with a prayer...

dear god, please help me with whatever i'm doing with my life now... amen!

i think i can sort of say that i AM seriously messed up with my life. the 4 fantastic factor that contributes to my messed up life:

1. homework (major factor) - TRYING to work hard to clear my pile of homework, yet... i shall let you imagine. with the amount of homework piling up like Mt Everest (okay, a little bit of exaggerating), here i am lazing around and keep consoling myself with the famous quote, "later lar!"... see! that is what happen to lazy people like me. due to this, i have to stay up late every night and look like a zombie. believe it or not, i sleep with the lights on every night on weekdays. it is not that i am afraid of the dark, i am actually afraid that i will fall asleep with my homework left uncompleted the following day. god, why do i have to be so lazy?

2. piano - my practical exam is on the 14/08/2009. yes, that means i have less than 10 lessons before my exam (thats what my teacher says every lesson). and my teacher is DEFINATELY NOT nodding her head. bad sign! to make things worse, she actually told my mum that no, i am not prepared for my exam. guess what is the best part? she is going to give me (an unprepared student) a trial exam tomorrow. how great can that be?

3. installation - installation is less than 2 weeks. this is what i hear everytime ,"what is happening?" geez! what a good question! so much for the no last minute work. actually, it is not that last minute. but...

4. exams - july exams are coming, unfortunately. here i am still blurring in class. how to score leh? haizzz. to make things better, i am also starting to have the "anti-tuition" feeling which i used to have. this is just great! everytime my exams are around the corner, here i am having that feeling of plain laziness. this is when i start finding excuses to skip my tuitions. fantastic man! a stupid girl here who can't score in exams is talking about skipping tuition. what a spoilt brat! boohoo.

you think i'm busy? let me tell you this, "no, i'm not". this is just plain, back to the same old word - LAZINESS! ha! my mum would be glad to hear that. it seems like i know it but i'm not doing anything about it. boohoo! =(

thinking wild and random!

i realise i've been a little "sampat" lately. or rather i should say i've been a little high lately especially after the youth camp. but pls don't get me wrong. high does not mean they feed us alcohol in camp. hahaha!!! my definition of high is slightly different.

yeah! i was really high recently. i actually told my parents i want to go bungee jumping. i seriously want to try that before my health problems start occuring. it would be cool to go someday with a bunch of friends. anyone interested? lol.

i really enjoy this sort of activity. it is like trying to commit suicide knowing you will not die. sweet! i know u might be thinking that this girl here is crazy. anyway, speaking of suicide. i think i tried something like that in camp. jo, steph, iris n i actually jumped off a bridge into the river. sort of like suicide. but we survived! wee!!! or else u would be reading a dead person's blog. lol.

so, here are some pictures of our so called "suicidal". it was fun! i would like to do it again from a higher place. wee!!!

the picture may be a bit small but i'm the one on the right telling steph and jo to do that when we jump together.
this was the moment when we jumped together. i'm the one on the right. we were all suppose to do that. but i guess it all happened a bit too soon.

sploosh! we finally landed. no, don't worry. as you can see, there are still plenty of water in the river. we weren't that heavy after all. thank god! =)

the unsatisfaction you see in us. we went back for second round. this time everyone did what i planned for us to do. weee!!! XD

this time i jumped with iris. i'm the one in the middle. iris is the one who has landed and the other person in grey is justin.

i didn't realise that i actually enjoy jumping. so, in future, i think if i ever commit suicide, i'll jump from a building. this is called die happy. lol. for more pictures during our camp, log on to www.a4jyouth.blogspot.com! till then, cheerio!!! =)

freaky friday!

Yes, i am once again addicted to the computer. whether it is a good news or bad news, i shall leave to you to imagine.

There are still heaps and heaps of homework waiting for me, untouched. and here i am clicking away and onlining. what a bad example. probably it is time for me to step out of my 'goody-two-shoes' shell (if i even had one) or maybe vice versa.

Homework may be one issue. the next thing that is really bothering me - installation. "major event! big project!". that is all i hear about install. yes, the dates and blahs have been confirmed. but there are many other unfinalised things. ie the bod dance. does anyone know a good choreographer? i think it is high time to hire one. after weeks of cracking my brains and squeezing my brain juice, i have been proven as a bad choreographer and dancer. boohoo!

Speaking of juice. that reminds me of biology. the subject which was once on the top spot in my heart. it has now dropped to the lowest rank in my heart. we were suppose to bring fruit juices to school on monday for experiment. and there are also so many unanswered questions about our homework. the irony of being a class monitor!

Let me sit back and relax to see how long can my brain function with these problems everyday. i think if i ever survive, i deserve to be called a bionic women and given a Noble Award! till then... cheers!

sorry!

opps! sorry for the dead blog... i'm sure you would say this... 'ah! finally...' hahaha!!! now that my online habit is back and my fingers are itchy once again, i THINK my blog will be updated more frequently... how sad to have a blog and not updating it... hehehe!!! i've probably came to my senses now... XD anyway, this may be random but i just suddenly feel like going online more often now... hahaha!!! i think thats it folks - for today! stay tune for more nonsense! =) cheers!