i wonder...

"oh god! the blog owner is still alive. wow! miracle!" yeah, i think i can read your minds though i might not have six senses. its a miracle to me too that i'm suddenly resurecting my blog. wow! you must have thought that the owner of the blog died and brought her blog along with her when she ascended to heaven. lol. nevermind that.

seriously, i'm still wondering why am i blogging at this time of the day. its like dropping from the sky out of no where. plain random, i suppose. so yeah, lets gear up for another random post filled with craps.

here's the piece of crap. music blasting from my speakers at this hour is just irritating me instead of entertaining me. gosh! you must be thinking that this girl here is a psycho. perhaps i am. yeah, i enjoy music but i'm just not obsessed with it. so yeah, it does get onto my nerves at times.

ah, the memory about what i wanted to blog about just popped into my brain from the thin air. lol. yeah, i wanted to talk about my new found voice. yeah, i'm publicising my sexy voice in the internet. check it out on facebook and msn. lol. the funniest thing about the "history" behind my sexy voice is the cause of it. open your minds and be prepared for this. my sexy voice was discovered in a camp. yeah, common lar. but listen to this, it wasn't caused by any screaming or shouting (or i thought so), it was actually caused by maggie mee. yeah, stop eating maggie mee. lol. so yeah, the best part was i was supposed to go for singing practice in church. ouch! imagine my friends' pathetic little ears. i feel bad now for torturing them. lol. anyway, till then, cheers! =)

riding on the time machine

heard of the movie "back to the future"? its quite a famous movie about this guy travelling to the future with a time machine which was invented by a mad scientist. sometimes i wonder, how nice would it be if whatever happens in the movies are for real. wouldn't it be so cool to travel in the time machine and go to the future to see what happens and travel back to the past to correct your mistakes? hmmm... it would be interesting, wouldn't it?

at least, i don't have to start jamming my brain thinking about the future over and over again and experience yet another brain jam. then i can see the future and play along with it. nah, i don't want to play God's role. seeing the future might be one thing but in a way, its like playing God's role. so, i'm back to cracking my brain and squeezing brain juices out of my pathetic little brain.

a question i never liked answering and is always trying my best to avoid, "what is your ambition?" the fearful question. boohoo! its not that i don't have anything in mind. pride, perhaps. the fear of embarassment. probably, i'll only answer that question confidently after i've achieved it. i learnt in church that day that being shy is a kind of pride. come to think about it, yeah, its quite true. and knowing that you are humble is also a type of pride. so, okay, from now on, i declare myself as a vain, selfish, spoilt brat. there! no pride in it. lol. you might think what i'm writing here is absurd and i'm not going to blame you. because i think its absurd too. lol.

anyway, back to the future topic, my school had a career exhibition today. yeah, it was quite fun but now it gives me headache. i seriously have no idea what to say about it. those people at their respective exhibition booths are like sales man trying to pull customers and coaxing them by keep blabbering about the advantages of their college or university. seriously, no offense, but i think for a moment there i actually wondered, are these people even con men? lol. then come to think about it, what is there to con pathetic little students like us. my wild imagination i suppose. opps! ah, looking at those flyers (which we took as though it was on sale) makes me sick now. somebody help me! ahhh! and guess what? spm is not even over yet and here i am worrying about college or university. how absurd. boohoo! =(

the freedom we know

yay! hoorey! yipee! wakakaka!!! those are the words which can describe my current emotion. yes, i'm happy that i'm no longer conquered by exams. i finally live as a free man (or girl, i should say). an independent party, not part of barisan nasional nor pakatan rakyat. phew! yes, my blog has been dead again. seriously, if it is dead for more than 9 times and still manage to resurrect, all hail my blog! long live my blog!

okaylar, this shall be my last post about exams and studies if the situation permits. angie has been complaining about the stuff i blog about. boohoo! too bad if homework keep piling up like never before after exams, then i'll have to start blogging about those miserable homework again. *sighs* when do we actually get a break, i wonder.

another thing came into my mind yesterday. i just realised that it is vital for me to make full use of my end-of-the-year holidays this year. please do not mistaken me. make full use as in enjoy myself to the fullest and not spending time with those horrible books which haunt me wherever i go like i did last year. i know what you're thinking about. i'm back to my lazy habits right? nah, its not that. its just that i don't get to enjoy myself the next end-of-the-year holiday anymore. that time, i'll seriously be spending quality time with my once best friend turn enemy, books. boohoo! till then, i think i would turn down the dates with my books. =)

btw, here's one of the picture taken during an outing with alison, angie, erica, esther, rachel and sheryl. i was doing the math (as in sorting out the bill) after my add math exam. beat that!

me, hidden behind the world of calculation and maths. boohoo! =(

scanning through my itsy-tinny-winny brain

its like a pre-holiday now. since the second i woke up until now, i couldn't figure out what to do today. yeah, call me crazy. not knowing what to do on a holiday! insanity! i've probably lost my mind. usually, i'm excited for a holiday and have everything i want to do mapped out in my mind. i think i got lost reading the map in my mind today.

wasn't into the studying mood today. okay, let's just be frank, i'm ALWAYS not in the studying mood. today is just another lazy day i suppose. so much for planning to score and strive in exams. the hopes for me are just shattering and flying away into bits and pieces, not meant to be found. ugh.

or rather it is a brain jam day. yeah, i officially created a name for it when my brain is on holiday, wandering off by its own. one of these days clashed with one of my exam days. how unfortunate. if i've not mistaken, it was physics on that day. yup, physics. just stared at the paper for like half an hour with nothing running through my brain. i assume my brain is on strike during these brain jam day. i should probably treat it better and not torture it to ensure its well being. actually, don't blame me for it. blame school. i wouldn't have tortured it and tormented it if it wasn't for exams. however, today, i have no idea why it is on strike again. *sighs* i think my brain just hates to be part of me.

pic-cha! =)

honestly, i think my blog might be a cat in its previous life or something like that. i just gave it a thought today that my blog has been dead so many times that i'm quite amazed that it is still sustaining its "4th life" right now. i think i even lost count of how many times my blog has been dead.

hallelujah! the science subjects are finally over at the moment. however, i sppose the nightmare has just begun. SEJARAH. a definitely failure subject. okay, probably i should be more optimistic about it. i'm tired of thinking of anymore affirmations to cheer myself up. forget it. surprisingly, i think my optimistic-ism level is now increasing as the days go by. yeah, a new-found hypothesis: when time increases, my optimistic-ism level increases. boohoo! too much science stuck in my brain. time to travel into the time machine and go back to primitive life. heree we go, oo-oo-aa-aa! after all, we are primates. science again. pfft. god save me!

anyway, here are some of the pictures from the previous post. josephine finally uploaded them. they were edited by her, by the way. hopefully it gives you a clearer picture of my previous post.

that was my duty pose. not bad eh?

the various counters there. 2nd: blood pressure check, 3rd: blood sugar level check, 4th: chinese herbs and acupuncture, 5th: organ donation, 6th: will writing. i actually thought of going to counter 5 and 6. lol.

our duties under registration. collect dust, to fill up the place and most importantly, to camwhore. left to right: iris, me, stephanie.

did i mention that Puchong MP, Mr Gobind Singh Deo attended the function? yeah, there he was giving his political talk. in a weird way, i find it interesting. i'm starting to catch up with some political news after the long break since pilihanraya. MCA drama... oooo!

its either we were lifeless or we really are that bored. probably camwhoring is like part of our nature. undeniable!

our very much failed attempt of lala pose. and jaishree says i'm a lala. pfft. left to right: stephanie, josephine and me.

blood donor imposters: stephanie wong and lilian saw! lol. we borrowed josephine's form to camwhore. =)

it was finally our beloved friend, josephine's turn. we had to wait for the cows to come home. *sighs*

the blood test thingi i mentioned in my previous post. get what i mean?

do they look like maternity beds? uncle benjamin's philosophy.

too proud of my photography skills. i captured a priceless expression on josephine's face. lol.